Waking

I woke
in the middle of the night
shivering at the cold
no one beside
Bed felt empty
just like my head
my heart beating breathless
my lungs beathing hard
lost again somewhere
in a place somwhere else

My dreams just a memory
fading away
dreaming of home again
still to be found
not in this city
this alien place
where ever I'm going
nowhere to stay.

The lights of the city
mercyless eyes
just laugh at my sorrow
not feeling the pain
of endless distance
of endless time
meaningless mine.

Watching the planes fly
fleeing from here
just getting somewhere
away from me
which one can take me
where I will belong
which one will show me
where is my home.

I woke
in the middle of the night
shivering at the cold
looking around me
listening hard
hearing your presence
feeling your warmth
touching your skin
making me happy
I'm home again.