Abyss

in the neverending void
in the darkness of my soul
in stares back into my
in the blackness of my deepest thoughts
and tears apart my inner feelings
dismantling what i've been
an what I am
an leaves me naked on the ground
shivering
alone
on paths i've never throdden
and never aimed for
and never seen

and when the light comes back
it shines and brightens up
the endless wall
and vanishes down there
where nothing more exists
than myself
i learn to know
that all i knew
and understood
is nothing more than emptyness
embracing me
in nothing more
than endless darkness
forming the seed of my heart.